A lot has been going on in my life, I think this major event in my life warrants a post.
My live-in boyfriend of (just about) 8 years left me. This post is dedicated to him.
Its been a rocky road (yes, like the ice cream but not so sweet) and we both believe this is for the best (though its hard to convince my heart to slow its rapid beating so I can sleep, I'm exhausted). I still consider him one of my best friends, we've been through a tremendous amount together, and since he was my first everything, I will always love him and carry him in my heart. I think it will be a pretty easy transition for us. I saw him today, first time since Thursday night, and we're already on speaking terms, able to smile and joke a little with each other which is, in my mind definitely a step in the right direction. He has a lot of growing to do and has to figure out his path in life, I won't be there to take care of him and his needs anymore. For me, it will be a challenge to learn to live on my own as I've never been alone in my entire life. But I will do it. My friends have been amazing and supportive and even his mother has been a great comfort to me. I'm looking forward to seeing where life will take me.
January 31, 2004 - January 27, 2012
